Jyovianne Angel

just reach home not long ago.. YAWNS.. but still decided to blog before i sleep.. ^_^

around 4plus in e afternoon.. dear call me to make sure i go to bath first.. i can bath pretty long.. lols.. but e moment he reach my house i still not in yet.. aha.. =X i am busy watching e taiwan news, harry potter 3 and reading newspaper..

btw.. almost half of taiwan was affected.. so many ppl die.. lost their home.. lack of food.. n felt so helpless.. everytime i watch e news i feel so sad.. especially those who went to help.. a few was dead.. =(

please pray that everything stop.. so that they could get back to their life.. build their home..

back to e topic.. i drag until 8plus den get out my house.. LOLs.. but dear nv get angry.. hee.. went to this Senki Japanese Restaurant at Killiney Road for dinner.. $33++ for per adult.. I couldn't say that e food was excellent but.. quite worthwhile for e price.. 100 over dishes to choose from.. n i was really bloated.. we can't really finish e food too.. =XX den off to PS to wait fo ping ping and her bf.. hee.. walk around and den got stuck at e arcade.. i am so addicted to e machine which u could catch sweet.. dear spend $30 over just to hit jackpot.. n what we got? a minnie mouse cushion.. 3 tinyweenie stitch.. and LOADS of sweets.. faints.. after that i realise.. i really silly.. coz i already had a big piglet.. huge stitch.. little angel.. n a little rabbit from dear dear.. i had soooooooooo much soft toys.. n i am not young anymore.. LOLs.. i even ask ping to go in for e movie first.. LOLs..

overall i could only say.. I SWEAR I HAD E SWEETEST DEAR.. I MEAN IT.. he alway went through alot to make mi smile.. but i alway make him angry.. I'M SO SO SO SORRY! BUT I HEART YOU!

oh yah.. we watch e jack neo movie.. where got ghost.. overall.. i think it is not worth watching.. 3 short drama kind.. which is not related story at all.. not exactly interesting to me.. except e first part.. quite smart idea.. aha..

btw.. i am so glad to see ping after so damn long.. hee.. din get to hav supper together but.. shall see if we can meet *TONIGHT*.. ^_^

Written @ 4:35 AM

i had alway been thinking of updating but.. i swear i am really busy or either lazy.. =P

few hours back i just came home after waiting for meteor shower but.. no luck.. aha.. only one or two shooting pass.. n i saw a total of less than 10? somehow i really hate tat auto watering for e grass.. it just shoot out without notice.. which is really annoying.. i am refering to marina barrage.. ARGH!! anyway, i still have a wonderful night there with my dear.. i love that cooling wind.. e silent.. which make me so calm.. so peaceful..

i am really very stress recently.. with test, project.. SCHOOL.. especially hate night class 7pm - 10pm.. but lovely dear fetch me home without fail exception of a night he had fever.. i really feel very bless.. ^_^ today he even went in e class with me.. coz he is waiting outside alone for me.. =X also, filled my stomach with stingray, baby kailan and my coconut.. all my favourite..

previously i've been really BUSY.. school started.. meet friends.. went for 6 days getaway to hong kong.. proudly sponsor by dear.. =XX my first time there.. and also macau.. whole trip was AWESOME.. THANKS DEAR..

will definitely post some photo soon.. hee..

n ya.. almost forgot to say.. after a short trip to malaysia.. i went back home with ruin hair.. sob sob.. coz by being curious on how i will look like in curl.. n u know.. RM60 wun get ur hair anywhere but KILL it.. but i got great idea.. finally i could convince myself to get rid of that super long hair which percillia hates.. LOLs.. she must be jealous coz she cant have long hair.. LOLs.. n u think should i rebond it? hUr hUr hUr.. e money suppose to be used during my thailand shopping trip.. =X

因为你我变开心了。。=D
to the one who is sleeping so soundly in my living room.. hee..

Written @ 4:56 AM

This whole month that I had was full of surprises.. Many unforgettable moment.. HAPPIEST to e WORSE MOMENT..

Anyway.. skip e unhappy part..

I had e most wonderful 1 month anniversary with my dear on 18 June 2009..

while trying on which dress should i wear tat day.. i got a knock on e door.. n my auntie was screaming someone deliver flower.. haha.. its 18 lovely tulips.. one in red 7 in purple and 10 in pink.. with special meaning.. haha.. only me n dear know.. ^_^

he pick me up and off to sentosa.. we went dining this restaurant call ilLido.. e whole evening was so wonderful.. food was good.. scenery was great.. restaurant was good too..

THANKS FOR EVERYTHING DEAR.. I LOVE YOU! ^_~

Written @ 4:51 PM

thanks everyone.. hee.. i so glad that so many ppl is happy for me.. im very happy too..

but when i am so happy somebody remind me bout e result coming out early june.. -_-" SHIT!

GOD BLESS.. I JUST WANNA PASS.. hEEs..

recently i been to alot places.. prive, jurong hilltop, msia, orchard, sabai sabai, coffee bean at merlion, marina square.. oh man.. so many.. lols.. i couldnt even rmb.. everyday been so happy n beautiful.. i am smiling even when i sleep..

im loving my life.. how bout urs?

anyway no photo for u all to see.. hahahahahaha.. wanna know who.. come n meet us? lols.. i will force him out to show u all.. lols..

n yah.. suddenly i rmb those ppl with bf alway talk to their bf when i am with them.. like i am transparent.. gonna get it back from me soon.. LOLs.. BLEAH..

Written @ 2:49 AM

lalala.. after damn 4 yrs.. i am now no longer single.. im so glad that i found him.. hee..

thanks god..

Written @ 1:51 PM

recently.. my life have been so perfect to be real.. everything been gg too smoothly.. wasn't i still a girl with depression few days ago? life been to good to me.. that got me really afraid.. i hope i will nv get hurt again.. constantly reminding myself to draw a line in between..

can i ask.. are u an angel or a demon in disguise?

Written @ 1:58 AM

i have mood swing lately.. i think due to my disorder sleeping/ insomnia..
but today i am back with singapore timing.. YEAH!! cheers.. i hope i continue doing it.. hees..

i use to be those kind of weirdos who alway wait for ppl to ring me up n force me out.. i duno why i hate gg out.. i am a lazy bum.. but recently i've been planning activities to do.. n well.. i realise i miss out alot.. being stuck at home.. but good things is i am improving.. hee..

few days ago.. after meeting sherry, ke ling n shimei.. guess what? e moment i step up e bus i started reading my books.. until i realise i went up e wrong bus.. but weird thing is.. i was far too calm.. instead i was happily looking out of e window at e unfamiliar route.. it pass by one of my fav place demsy hill.. i got this urge to get down n have ben&jerry.. aha.. of coz i din.. my butt was like stuck to e seat.. i start missing alot things.. alot things in e past..

anyway e books gave me alot headache.. alot thinking.. coz it somehow reflect on how a person u actually is.. n sad to say.. having e thot that everyone around me change.. i nv realise my changes.. n it was quite a bad one.. somehow i became dissappointed with myself.. but at least now i know.. [stop asking it what it is.. i will nv tell..]

i read motivation books which make me positive for sometimes.. but u really nid repetition to keep it gg.. coz i go positive to negative n den try to be positive again n there after i became negative again.. i have this bad thinking of all this miserable i had is cause by whatever have ever happen to my life.. n start blaming others.. totally not being responsible at all.. coz i am e one who gave them e power to hurt me..

n now.. i constantly remind myself.. to be MYSELF.. e only person in e world who can make me happy is also myself.. n yes,, i am moving a step nearer to happiness.. i am still happy for who i am.. e family i have.. e lovely fren i was given.. e bitter/sweet memories i ever have.. thanks for granting me wif all these sweet essential to my life.. they are really important..

**if u realise.. last year i too have this depression.. n i went KL for a month.. this year i am fighting it at home.. i hope i will nv come back again.. PLS.. it all started when i step into UNI.. i hate uni life.. but loves uni frens..

love ping.. love darlings kcd.. love tallty jp.. love familys..

my fighting fear journey t.b.c..

Written @ 11:00 AM